~random thoughts..random thoughts..~
anyways, i was just reading my..oh wait, to put it in a nicer way, studying my chem notes, when i spotted this light blue box tucked away nicely at the corner of my room.and so! i decided to check it out.haha in the blue box were birthday presents given to me on my 16th birthday, and the most shocking thing was that some presents have not been opened yet!! *covers mouth in utter shock* hahahahaha..and amongst them was this 5566 westside story book! haha i do remember seeing it sometime ago, but i was thinking good things should be left to be opened last, and so..the poor book was left in that blue box for..one year seven months and two days! haha but i am still not going to open it yet.wait till the dreaded promos are over.and i see many 5566 stuff in it too.those posters given by yi.haha good stuff. *rolls eyes* okok, but the funniest thing i saw was this crumpled grey paper, seemingly torn out from some notepad, i suppose.and guess what? it was a birthday note written by yuqian on 7th feb 04, the first day of our cultural night performance! i was reading it and i felt so..bei1 ai1.what 'work hard together and go HC'..in the end we are both in aj =s and what 'chang chang jiu jiu with the whoever'. i still remember being very pissed with the whoever that same night. but whatever that happened later that year was all my fault.BUT that's not the point! the point is that everything that seemed hopeful last year didnt come true.so saaaaad. =( and i am obviously emphasizing on the hc part, and not the other part.hmm, but okie, last year's birthday was the BEST! this year i had a sad birthday =( yupps, just some random thoughts.

yuqian's birthday has just been over.haha.i am ashamed to say i haven gotten her anything yet.but will surely buy!! and i will write her a letter saying 'let's jiayou together and go...wherever' we shall see if our dreams come true this time. =x hahaha. i think i didnt buy anything for anyone's birthday this year. i think. errrr =x anyways, i know mavis goh peijie will surely comment on this. welllll~i think i owe her last year's present too =Xx okie la, i will try my best to be nice after promos. =D

okie! back to the books. *yucks*

poof^ i finally feel like blogging =x yupps, mum's back from hospital and is enjoying her 20-day mc currently. haha, well not really. she still has to wake up super early to prepare breakfast for us. i think nicky's the one who's really happy. he has someone to accompany him everyday, for the whole day now. haha.

anw THREE WEEKS. sigh~ three weeks left to promos. i wasted eight months now. i think this year is a worse year as compared to last year, though i used to think that last year was probably the worst year of my life so far. argghh i cant believe this year is gonna end so soon! what a waste. ONE MONTH more and i'll know whether i can make it to j2. things sound pretty bad, don't they? yucks. i honestly, sincerely, truthfully regret making this stupid decision of going to the science stream. but whatever it is, there's no turning back. this year is full of wrong decisions. so i'd better make good use of these three weeks and give this last school term a nicer finish. (and get promoted.)

oh and Project Superstar finally ended last night, with Weilian crowned as the Superstar. i don't really feel sad/happy, cos i don't exceptionally like Weilian or Kelly. but Kelly sang very well last night!! and Weilian wasnt really 'on form'. haha, but i really enjoyed watching junyang!! and jj!! a pity they didnt get to sing together. *frowns* junyang sang Guardian Angel so nicely :) and his duet with xinhui so nice! yay~ hopefully junyang will get signed on by some record company soon (or has he already been signed on?). haha. leon and junyang rawks~ hmm this time i didnt make any phonecalls to support anyone. i remember voting for sly twice the last time. =x and my sister voted for taufik 6 times! this time my sister voted for kelly many many times. oh well~ i am kinda happy the whole thing ended last night. i finally can concentrate on studying. wednesday and thursday nights are free for studying now =D

poof^ time to get my hands off the keyboard.

and i still dream of doing literature essays.